Friday, December 14, 2007

Huge loss on many levels

I just got the word that one of my favorite professors died earlier this evening.

He was almost in his seventies (he's been teaching here since 1969), but it had never occurred to me that he could be anywhere near the end of his life, he was just so full of enthusiasm and energy all the time...

I feel terrible for the loss to his family, especially the week before Christmas. His wife is a professor also, and both of them are definitely among the absolute best teachers I have ever had. They are both known for being favorites among students, they take a genuine interest in making students care about their subjects, and really inspire a sense of wonder and fascination for science and the natural world.

This is also a big loss to the university as a whole and our biology students in particular. His Evolution & Systematics course is required for almost all the different majors in the Biology department, and whoever takes over the course will have huge shoes to fill. I truly feel sorry for any students who missed out on a chance to take a class from him.

He was not only a great teacher, but a great mentor as well. When I had my "Quarter Life Crisis" sophomore year and decided to forgo vet school and pursue a career in research/academia instead, I agonized over making the decision and went to him for advice, with questions about the process of becoming a zoologist and making a living at it. He literally sat there for four hours listening to my concerns, answering all my questions, and giving me encouragement. I definitely think I made the right choice, absolutely no question in my mind, and he was a huge help in getting me over that hump of anxiety during the process of shifting my career path.

I also think that it's a loss to something larger, too, something I can't exactly define. There aren't many scientists like him left. He was one few remaining classic naturalists (we sometimes called him an "omni-ologist"). You could go out in the field with him and there wasn't a plant, bird, reptile, fungus, etc that he couldn't identify and give you a full natural history lecture about. He never lost his sense of wonder, and was an expert at infusing that appreciation and fascination with nature into his students. I loved it when someone asked a question in his class that he didn't know the answer to, because he would get so excited, really setting a great example for the type of mindset a scientist should have: "This is wonderful! I have no idea! Fantastic, now we have something we can work on figuring out..."

It is a loss on many levels. I don't even want to say "he will be missed," because that is such a gross understatement. I wish I could make some kind of profound or at least semi-articulate statement that did justice to everything he contributed to thousands of students during decades that Auburn was lucky enough to have him....but I'm still slightly reeling from the news.

7 comments:

Tiptoe said...

I'm so sorry of the loss of your professor. Was this Dr. B. or a different one? Nonetheless, losing an important person who influenced you is always hard. I can understand the kind of "empty" filling and sense of loss. I remember learning that my senior high school english teacher died several years ago and just feeling astounded, saddened, and regret for not keeping in touch better.

It sounds like this professor really made his mark on those around him, and that is an absolutely wonderful legacy to have.

MizMagee said...

Oh, I've had professors like this in several disciplines, and it is as tiptoe says. They inspire their students, and their passion for their discipline is passed from one generation of scholars to the next - a wonderful legacy indeed. My sympathy. Your love of science is evident in your blog and is a great tribute to your professor.

Aunt Robin said...

Losing a valued mentor is a tough one, Anne. Your words are a touching tribute to the kind of teacher he must have been.

He'd be honored, I know.

Karina said...

How tragic! I'm so sorry for your personal loss and the loss to the greater scientific community. It sounds as though his enthusiasm and influence will continue to live on in his many students. I'm glad you had the opportunity to know such a great mentor.

detroit dog said...

Your post is a most beautiful tribute to your professor; your words were perfect. Your writing tells me that this prof was important on professional, academic, and personal levels. That he affected your life so deeply speaks to that greatness in him. All those lucky students over the years....

Anonymous said...

My wife just IM'd me the following: "just read obit. It covers it, but like a table of contents."

I was just thinking about him a couple of days ago. I couldn't wait to send him a copy of a paper I had published.

God, I am going to miss him.

Sammy said...

I love to read all the good things you had to say about my Uncle George. :-) I live in Oregon and didn't get to see him very much but I have a lot of WONDERFUL memories of him. I just spent a week with him last summer when my Granny died. He was such a fun person, always telling funny stories (or scary ones like the green goblin). He was my favorite uncle and I will miss him VERY MUCH!! RIP Uncle George.... Love Sam in ORegon.